I am a lie

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I am a lie.

I am an insidious thought that masquerades as truth.

I am a distributor of mental poison.

I use a tiny thread of truth to gain entrance to your heart. I tell you something ever so slightly true so that you’ll trust me, but what I really want is to rape your trust in your own sense of self worth.

I want to assault your boundary of health.

I want to rip to shreds the growth you’ve fought for.

I want to convince you that you’re weak and fraudulent.

I am a lie and my chief aim is to tear down your sense of peace.

I want to confuse your efforts towards change. I want to stall your forward momentum.

I want you to accept that you’re flawed and you lack stamina for the journey ahead.

I want you to see that if you keep falling you are a failure.

I am a lie and I want to persuade you to believe that you’ll do the world a service if you stay small.

I am a lie and I want you to believe that your voice doesn’t really matter.

I am a lie and the sooner you surrender to the fact that you hold no power the sooner we can be friends.

I am a lie and I want death of your vision. I want your hope to wain and your heart to break.

I am a lie and your mind is my greatest canvas. I am an insidious thought that masquerades as truth and uses YOU to kill the essence of you.

I am a lie.

Published by Life of Abbie

I am a mother of four, and an OVERCOMER of many things. I firmly believe in living our best life, healing out loud and opening wide the door to our struggles. We all have different story lines. We all face trials and celebrations. We are all striving to find joy amidst chaos and to answer the call to show up each and every day. I thoroughly believe in well placed sarcasm, humor, and hope... because there is pain, sometimes too much pain. This blog is an open journey into life, the healing that is inevitable alongside it, eventually laughing at our greatest weakness', and figuring out how to get back up a million times over until death do us part. I hope to mend wounds with my words, make you laugh a little at the things that are harder to find joy in and to help pull you into the truth that we truly are all alone, but miraculously somehow in this together, and TOGETHER, We Rise.

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